Here We Go!

Where to begin? Let's see, school is OUT! Viva la SUMMER! Can't wait to go boating, chillax, and do anything that my heart desires! Okay, I'm going to backtrack now. About 2 weeks ago, my life went to plain chaos. My bestie/sister said something to me and I started telling people all this crap and I don't even know why. It was a major mess, and that night I didn't stop BALLING! My friend was mad at me and I can't blame her. Anyway, so after about 2 hours of me just crying and explaining stuff two my mom, she dragged me out of my room and drove me to my friend's house so that I could formally apologize. I was there for about, uh, 2 HOURS! But it was good. I was crying and my sister was crying, and we finally worked everything out. We are stronger than ever and I am loving it. We have decided that next clogging season, we are going to do a clogging duet. It shall be fun! My life is pretty much the same, but posts will be up and coming!

Easter/Conference Weekend

I love conference weekend! You don't have to get dressed, or wake up early, or do anything at all. You can just sit there. The only thing that can make it better is having it on easter weekend. It is just wonderful. My family is like obsessed with conference, but me not to much. I watch it, but sometimes I sit there and tune out. I have to be doing something with my hands to be satisfied. Yesterday I played solitare on my dad's new laptop {the one I am posting on right now} during pretty much the whole conference time. So anyways, Happy Easter and have a good conference experience!

Can Life Get Better?

Whoohoo! Prayers paid off! Finally, (well not really) life is good again. Turns out, I am most likely getting new carpet, new paint, and I already have my new bedspread. I am going to talk to Lana about hooking me up with some sweet colored flowers made of vinyl. I can't wait! My room is going to be amazing! And, it's pretty much official that I am going to Retreat! YUPPERS! Katie e-mailed me back and said there is still plenty of room. My dad says we will probably have enough money too. I am just so excited. I have been wanting to go back to RfG for like ever. On the way home last year I was crying because I had already missed it. So, ya, I am totally happy!

This is my group, Seagull Gals! This is me and my Mama Spike.

Slips My Mind

Well, once again it has come to the time where I keep telling myself I need to post, but I never do. Since I was changing up my blog a lot, I decided I might as well post. So first off, like a really long time ago, there was a girl with beautiful long blond hair. This girl was totally awesome and learned how to be awesome from a girl named Emma, who had a form of cancer. She decided that she would cut her hair to donate to Locks of Love because Emma also taught her love and friendship. So 12 inches later her hair looked like this. She wasn't really used to her hair until about 5 hours after she cut it. She is now so happy that she did and is loving the new hair. {Well, I've had it for more than 3 months, but still, you get the idea}

After Christmas this certain young girl that I have been talking about has had some harder days at school because many people ignore her or are rude. At least she has some best friends to save her.

Anyways, thing are getting better and my hopes for going to Retreat for Girls are getting stronger. I really hope that I can go and have a moving and spiritual experience like I did last year. It was really fun. Well, that wraps it up for today, and until next time, this is a wonderful awesome girl {JENNA} saying GOODBYE!

It's Just Hard

Well, telling by this title, I need to let out all of my emotions. I shouldn't be complaining, but I'm going to anyways. My school life is becoming harder and harder. I mean the work isn't too bad, but all the freaking DRAMA you can't run away from sucks. It seems like quite a few of my friends hate me now. I mean, they are mostly jealous of me because I have been besties with Abby Tae for eight years now, and now they are trying to replace me. They physically push me out of the way to stand by her. It really isn't that big of a deal, but they always cut me off when I am telling a story, and it just gets so annoying. I don't have anything to worry about, because I know that Abby won't leave me for those jerks, but still, it makes me sad that someone would be willing to hurt me to get what they want. Anyways, I still have two best friends, Abby and Jackie. They understand me no matter what mood I am in, no matter what has gone on, they are always right there with me. I am not really happy until they are, and vice verca. They are so amazing. Thanks Girlies!

You Just Have To Be Grateful

Well, what a week it has been. It has been a hard one, but worth it, I guess. On Wednesday, I had a school dance, and that caused even more drama that I have to sort out. For the past weeks, I have been kind of depressed at school. I didn't like talking to pretty much any of my friends, and I was having a really hard time. Then, to make matters worse, at our Ward Christmas Party, I was kinda left out of the group with some great girlies, which I understand, because some things aren't meant for everyone to hear. So, I wanted to be brought home, but my dad couldn't. Later, I was with the same group of girls and Riley. [Of course, I was trying to remove Riley from that picture.] My mom came rushing to us and sounded mad. She told us that Connor had been in a car accident, and of course, I asked if he was OK. She said he was, but our car wasn't. She rushed off with someone in my ward to the scene. Then, it all just came down on me. I was freaking out, mostly at the time because we have lately been struggling with two cars, and one just wouldn't do. I was pretty much holding back tears until I got home, and I ran to my room and just let the water-works run free. I started BALLING! After a while, I had enough strength to go call my bestie, Abby. I started talking to her and I don't think she could even understand a word I said. I had such a hard time saying anything! Seriously, it was bad. I hardly got any sleep at all! The next day, Abby couldn't come to school, so that made things worse for me. All of the rest of my friends could see that I was not like normal, and finally at lunch break, I told three of my friends what happened, and I started crying again. They all gave me hugs and then, after weeks, I felt normal! Oh, and about the car situation, my uncle and aunt are letting us borrow their truck until our car is fixed. And that's the other thing! Wednesday afternoon, we went to the place where our car is, and they said they can most likely fix it because the damage isn't that bad. And our insurance will help us pay for most of the fixation fees. So, my life is back to being good!

What A Great Week!

So, Thanksgiving was this week. I had such a great time with my family and everyone. We just hung out and talked and had such a fantastic Thursday. I was finally able to play with my cousin Ari, who previoulsy wouldn't let me hold her or anything of that sort. She is such a cutie pie. So, we just had a great time.